I wish you here

Its been a while since I finally accepted the end, but my heart still aches everytime I think of how we ended. And if I could go back, I wish I never know you. I stayed for so long, not because I was weak but because I believed in the good person in you. I left not because I dont want you anymore, I just wanna give up. Let me surrenderd. Its my biggest dream to having you in my life.